A couple of weeks ago I went out on date with someone I am now for lack of a better word dating. This is by far one of the strangest relationships I’ve been in, if you can even call it that. After dinner last night we came back to my place and started talking. We both came to the realization that neither one of us knows what the hell we want out of life. Romantically. We both agreed the idea of marriage is frightening. My gut reaction to marriage is similar to Carrie’s reaction to Aiden’s proposal , nausea. Then there are those days that I think it would be nice to find Mr. Right.. or true love whatever that is supposed to be. Then I realize that thought also scares the hell out of me because I never again want to be married and bored. I can remember clearly that by the time I married my husband I was already bored. I never want to feel trapped again. So these thoughts have left me mildly disturbed and pondering all morning long, Married and bored? Or Single and Lonely? I often times truly believe that we as humans are not meant to monogamous, but how can you have an open relationship without there being hurt and drama, and how do you have a closed relationship without some boredom? There seems to be no happy ending here. So my guy showed me this clip from Chris rock, I hope you enjoy and discuss.
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